I'm stunned and confused and find I have a gaping whole in me. What is going ON around here? I feel like I'm living on another planet!
Yep, I now get that everything we experience is preparing us for something else, and we live and learn and blah,blah,blah,blah. But what the HELL is going on here? My world is a bit upside down....and I know I'm the one who put it there, but REALLY?
Am I completely out of control babbling? Yes, I need to pull my fractured world together somehow and move it another direction.
Ok....pulling it together......pulling it together.....and.......move on.